| | Current Music: | blah | | Subject: | BoReD**** | | Time: | 11:23 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) gloomy |
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| I have'nt wrote in this thing in forever..I feel so sick.. I dont know whats wrong I think its becuz.. haha nevermind! Ne Ways Today I woke up ran for 20 mins then got ready, after that Ashlee and I went to get something to eat. We also went to woodside to see chase and her grandma and grandpa.. We could'nt find Chase's grave which stucked. We looked forever... After that she took me home and I basically have been sitting here all night. Oh I went to cash my check. Pretty sure I only made 114 dollars :( And 100 of that goes to a Kings Island pass.. Which means I'm broke once again for 2 more weeks. We are graduating Saturday which is pretty cool umm I guess. I dont like the dress Im wearing tho. It makes me look really ugly and Im like pale and its white and it jus doesnt look good at all on me...
I dunno what eles to say so bye.. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | poopdick! | | Subject: | BIG SHOCKER! | | Time: | 08:56 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/angry.gif) bitchy |
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| Last night got some bad news from my good friend Ashley ... she called me and said, "I have really really bad news , but I have to call you back" hmmm I hate when she does that. lol So she calls me backAND she tells me that David does'nt wanna go to prom with me ne more that he's going with Jordyn AND that he's suppose to tell me tomorrow at school.UHHH WHAT!! I started bawling my freaken eyes out..... It's less then 2 fucken weeks till prom and he is going to do this to me?... then Ashley said BUT Will wants to go with ya ,and hes going to call ur cell phone here in a min. AND! ask you to go with him. So he called and asked me.., and he was really sweet about it which was really nice. After I talked to him Liz got on the phone ,and told me how she started crying for me lol .. Also that she was really mad at David and she could'nt believe he would do something like this. Last week I could totally tell he didnt wanna go with me. I would talk to him about it and he would be so shady to me. I just never thought he would'nt go at all.. And I remember when we both decided to go together he told me that he did'nt wanna go with Jordyn at all and how much he hated her. Which is fucken bullshit... Im pretty sure Ill never talk to David ever in my life again reasons being what he did was fucked up and I would never do something like that 2 him in a million years or ne one for that matter... and he made me feel so dumb telling people he didnt wanna go with me cuz he would of rather gone with a girl who's fucked him over so many times I can't even count!!!! The whole situation is fucked up Im pretty sure Ill never talk to both of them ever again..If Jordyn was my friend she wouldnt make some dumb plan which is.. going with her brother and have David go with her brother's girlfriend.. Im sorry but is dumbass written on my forehead.. hmmm NO! Her and David are basically going together. She called me today.... OH GOD.. If I didnt see her number on the color ID I probably would'nt have answered it. AND WE BITCHED AT EACH AND THEN I WAS CLICK! This is just something she would do to me.. I should of expected this from her.. Then I hear today that she asked Mike to go with her Last night to prom ummm is she fucken retarted?... lol This is a mean entry but as u can see I careless about these people and thier feelings towards me lol Yeah friends since 3rd grade huh... She's the only one who would do something like this the only one..
3 more weeks 3 more weeks... <3 ME | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | ~**So one day last week Me and Ashlay go to the tanning bed.Well Ne ways so I walk in and I see this girl and Im thinking man she looks a lot like Samantha Douglass.. well I get closer and Im like holy shit that is Samantha Douglass.. She didnt notice me at 1st but when I told her my name she and then she knew.. haha .. I havent seen this girl in like 4 years and she was like my best friend in Elm. school and in Middle School. Me,Erin,Jordyn and her were like bestest friends and were always together. It was so weird seeing her she looks the same which is good I guess. She told me I looked totally different which made me happy cuz I was'nt that cute back in the day.She asked about Erin and I said Erin looks a lot differnt well out of all of us she does and I said she was really really pretty which is true..and she asked me If I still hung out with her and for some weird reason I said yes even tho we dont.I guess I wish we still did hang out.. I told Jordyn about it the next day and Jordyn was like yeah I got her number and we should all hang out sometime. I acted like I wanted to and told her to call my cell phone but.. Hmm Im sorry but that would just be really weird for some reason... I dont know if I wanna hang out with Samantha Douglass I dont really even like her working at the tanning bed I go to. It's weird seeing her there and Its like I dont know what to say I was asking her a bunch of question and she seems really happy which is good. Its been so long... and it would just be so stange if we all would hang out..As I was talking to she acted totally the same. She hasnt changed one bit at all. She lives on her own with her boyfriend. I had so many memories with that girl all of us had so many mermories.. I wish we could of stayed friends and still be hanging to this day so it wouldnt be so weird seeing each other.. but in some ways I'm glad we arent.....I miss erin I could never hate her I could say I hate her but really I couldnt...even if she hates me... We have all grewn up together and those girls know me better then ne one else.. so its really sad to say they arent my friends ne more...**~ | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | So its Tuesday I went to school arent u proud? I've actually been going havent missed in like 2 weeks , but I feel a skip day coming I dunno how much more I cant take lol .. And it was freaken cold there!!! It sucked so bad.. It was so cold it made my tummy hurt... Ne ways so I worked today it was ok cuz my manager was Aliya and I love her so much shes the freaken greatest and we were'nt really busy at all which was also good. After work I came home.. worked out and ate dinnner and stuff. After all that Brittany called and wanted me to go find Ashley Thompson's house so she could get some prom dresses. It took us like an hour to find her house! haha And Brittany didnt really even like the dresses. So I felt bad for her.. We came back to my house and I showed Britt my dads new hair.hahahahah o goodness! I called my sister and she told me Britt could wear her really really pretty white dress. So everything is all good now. I so cant not wait for the weekend!! Well I really dont know what else to write about so seeeee ya! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So I went to school today... lol and it was ok I guess.. Nothing really happend. I came home went to the tanning bed with Ashley and then worked till 7. I am so freaken BURNT! It hurts! I hate that part about tanning I wish I could just get tan and not have to deal with the whole getting red thing but ya know we cant always get what we want huh...I HOPE TO GOD I DONT GET SKIN CANCAER!AHHHHHHHHHH! lol Yeah so I came home from work.......blah.... ran 20..... Then had some dinner. After dinner the wonderful Brittany Merrelle called me.... I absolutely love her too death! I really dont know right now what I would do without Brittany, Ashley or my Sister.. Whenever I need someone to talk to I always call one of them cuz they are really my bestest friends in the world..! And I know they will be there for me and be a good friend and just listen too everything that I have to say.... I feel kinda bad tho.. yesterday I was crying and I thought to myself I have to call Brittany!! After talking to her I felt much better and was so greatful that we had our lil cheer up betsy talk...THE Situation that Brittany is in right now is horrible well.. it would be horrible for me?... I dunno how she doesnt stay in her bed all day and cry and feel sorry for herself and eat a lot of cookies.. cuz if I were in her shoes thats exactly what I would be doing....I hope she knows how much I love her and how strong she is and how beautiful she is and how wonderful she is and how important she is to me....and how.......................!!! jk.. lol I wanna be here for Brittany through EVERYTHING through all this bullshit that she has to deal with. Cuz I know she would do the same for me... ....Cuz she's a true friend! After talking to Brit.. Ash called when she got off work.. She was so cute and was telling me how I should'nt be sad and making me laugh. Ashley gets me through school haha I know that sounds kinda gay but it really is the truth and I know if Brittany was at school it would be the same way with her. This year I really have learned who my true friends are. And yeah it sucks how things are but ya know I wouldnt take ne thing back that I did or said cuz I'm not fake I tell u how it is and if u dont like it then thats ur problem..... Im sick of caring and if u wanna hate me then hate me thats fine and if ya wanna talk shit about me and ask other people questions about me and try and get in my business and judge me..... more power to ya.. Cuz its old its done with and I'm over it..
Im really sick of typing and Im ready to do something different but I do wanna say one more thing I still miss u chase and I think about u everyday and I always will... I hope u know that and how much u have impacted my life!Tomorrow it will be a year.. I cant believe it everyone misses u so much and I know its going to be hard.. but I know ur going to be there smiling down from heaven... I could'nt ever forget that beautiful smile love you.. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | So it Tuesday.. and nothing really happend.. School was school.. I came home called Ashley then called Brittany then fell asleep got up did my pshycology paper.After all that I ran for about 20 mins.. Now Im sitting here doing nothing sometimes I like to just sit at home and not do a damn thing.. I like being lazy sometimes. lol Im talking to people online so its kinda hard to type in hurr.... Im kinda in a shitty mood.. I hate feeling this way.. and it happends a lot for some reason. I miss my sister and I wish she was home and I could talk to her. I cant wait till she moves back in!! Its been warm thats what helps me get up in the mornings cuz I hate cold weather and school is jus no fun when its not sunny and warm out.. It makes the day better well it does for me at least. So my birthday is coming up!! Im excited. The weekend.... Im suppose to go over to ricky's with angie and randy!!! Im excited to see ang I havent seen her in awhile and I have missed her a lot. And I really wanna hang out with ricky as well.. So that all should be fun! Well Im out later kids! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Name: Elizabeth Kay Lawson AKA betsy
Birthday: April 20th
Birthplace: Middletown
Current Location: Middletown
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: I dunno Irish I think and maybe some German..
The Shoes You Wore Today: DC's
Your Weakness:Dont wanna get into those
Your Fears: Heights and Dying..
Your Perfect Pizza: LOADED!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Go to college and get good grades!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: wow its so pretty out and think my room smelled weird.. lol
Your Best Physical Feature: Lips and Hair
Your Bedtime: depends usually like 11 or 12
Your Most Missed Memory:Summer..
Pepsi or Coke: neither pop is gross..
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: depends..
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither... I like water!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappucciono!
Do you Smoke: Nope gross
Do you Swear: yup
Do you Sing: sometimes Im not very good
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yeah
Do you want to go to College:yup yup
Do you want to get Married: YES DUH..
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes lol
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: some days..
Are you a Health Freak: uh no..
Do you get along with your Parents: most the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yea
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: I cant remember that stuff probably..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nah
In the past month have you been on Stage: nah
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: haha no its to cold for that shit..
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no!
Ever been Drunk: yeah.. lol
Ever been called a Tease: i dunno maybe..
Ever been Beaten up: heck no!
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: A old women warm in my bed.. peacefully..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I dunno yet
What country would you most like to Visit: I wanna visit cali baby thats not a country
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long Hair: I like guys with longer hair ( shaggy look) but it doesnt really matter
Height: Talle
Weight:not fat.. lol and not to skinny jus right hahaha
Best Clothing Style: Ne thing jus dont dress like a nerd..
Number of Drugs I have taken: weed.. thats about it..
Number of CDs I own: 656565653532+653523
Number of Piercings: 2 hehe
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I dunno dude! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | ur mom | | Subject: | o kay kay kay! | | Time: | 10:51 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) giggly |
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| So today is Tuesday THURSDAY WE ARE OUT FOR SPRING BREAK!2 more days! Yeah to bad I have to get my wisdom teeth out that sucks... Well ne ways today I went to school gay.. then work gay.. then came home and Seth came over and we watched american idol gay.. haha jk No that was pretty fun lol I dont really know what to chat about nothing has been going on really. Im jus waiting till the weather gets nicer and counting the days I'm out of that hell hole forever.. haha jk Tomorrow we have earlyrelease! haha I cant believe this year is almost over . Yeah it was funny today me and jess were singing the gold fish song in the hallway and everyone was looking at us like we were the gayest ppl a live to bad were the coolest people a live gosh! So abbie came home this weekend which was nice.. She was in Fl on her spring break ..... It was nice seeing her to bad we got in a fight but I think we made up so its all good. I dunno what else to say and Im really really tired so I guess im leaving byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
p.s I love ashley reeeeeeeeeeek | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Ok so today I went to school and it was ummm ok..... Ashley skipped which kinda sucked cuz she's one of the only people I really talk too..lol yeah I know..... but ne ways I came home then went to the mall with Liz and Ashley! PROM DRESS SHOPPING!!!!! Liz got hers and its so beautiful she looks amazing in it. Ash is gettin hers 2morrow and its really pretty and looks good on her as well!We're going to look hot for prom damnit! Yeah all I need now is a prom date... Dont really want to talk about that subject.. so moving on...
This weekend is going to suck really bad I have to work so much!!!!!!!!!I hate work its not fun ne more and some people there are so mean to me. They are always in a bad mood and they yell at me for nothing at all.... I stay there tho for those certain few work buddies who I love dearly....
SO Im taking my acts next month... I wonder what score Ill get hmmm I rather not think about that right now. lol Sometimes I wish that I was going to some big college and I would be able to start all over and not know ne one and just make new friends. I think that would be so much fun.. but at the same time I would probably be so very scared..... Everyone I bet is really excited about next year but im staying here and Im going to be a mum...BORING! Well I still have fun? Is my life going to suck?... Yeah I'm wondering if I made the right choice.. Should I have worked my ass of this year and try to get excepted at a college somewhere rather then just signing up at mum.. I dunno AND I really rather be on my own... But no Im staying here with mommy and daddy.. Yeah its going to save me money..but I dunno Im confused ttyl! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | bored... | | Time: | 09:54 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) complacent |
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| So today is Tuesday and tomorrow is Wednesday and that means the week is halfway freaken over and that also means that we are closer to SRING BREAK! I dunno why Im so excited about spring break.. lol I will be working a lot and probably gettin my wisdom teeth pulled..BUT the thought of nice weather and no school makes me a happy girl!And I might get to see Derek which makes me happy as well.. hehe
This summer my girls and I are going to MYRTLE muther freaken BEACH!AHHH I'm so excited!!! We are going to fly down there AHHHH its going to be so amazing.. I cant wait seriously just thinking about it makes me so happy! I dunno what I would do without my best friends they seriously keep me going and going...thanx guys!
I cant believe this year is almost over.. mixed emotions about the whole ordeal!.. Im like so happy but then again so sad... its going to be sucha change.. wow I cant believe its almost over EVERYTHING!.. I still remember 1st grd and stuff it does'nt seem like it was that long ago but I guess it was.. crazy how time flys!
Im so happy for Liz! Her and Justin are so cute and she just seems so happy!
Ashly is the best and I love her so much I dunno what I would do if I didnt have her.
Im in a really good mood and I dont really understand why.. cuz nothings going good actually tonight sucked!.. I have homework and I didnt do it yet which is gay cuz I dont want to do it and I probably wont.... and I'll just keep on gettin bad grades in pre-college cuz Ima loser.. lol I got ditched tonight which made me feel really cool let me tell ya.. LOL I like took a shower and got all cute and yeah I get fucken ditched I felt like a dumbass but whatever.. note to self never say ur going to hang out with that one person again .. It really didnt bother me all the much hmm guess it wasnt meant to be! Why do I waste my time?.. lol
alright im talking to Emily on aim and shes cracking me the fuck up! ill talk to yall later peace! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | blah | | Subject: | :) | | Time: | 01:06 pm | | Current Mood: | calm |
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| last cigarette: freshmen year I thought I was cool I guess haha
last car ride: last night driving home from dinner!
last good cry: yesterday cuz this whole being sick thing is getting old
last library book checked out: ummm I dunno
last movie seen: LIFETIME MOVIE! watched it today
last book read:I dont really read books
last cuss word uttered: fucken.. lol
last beverage drank: H2O
last food consumed: oatmeal!
last crush:Im so not telling you.. lol
last phone call: sales call they call to freaken much!
last tv show watched: ET on MTV.. haha
last time showered:yesterday after school
last shoes worn: my slippers oh how I love them!
last cd played: ashlee simpsons
last downloaded: dunno
last annoyance: duno
last disappointment: my mom yesterday..
last soda drank: I dont drink pop so I dunno
last thing written: wat
last key used: car key
last word spoken:work
last sleep: last night and i slept forever it was a good..
last im: derek :)
last sexual fantasy: I dont have those things.... lol
last weird encounter:i dunno... lol
last ice cream eaten: this week sometime and it made my mouth feel better
last time amused: last night was pretty amusing I love my sister..
last time wanting to die: ummm not that long ago actually
last time in love: probably nathan but I dont know why hes gay...
last time hugged: yesterday at school Mrs. Lansaw hugged me!
last chair sat in: computer chair duh!
last lipstick used: Lip gloss last night
last boxers worn: right now.. lol they are red and cute!
last bra worn: last night its blue and lacey! haha
last shirt worn: this middletown soccer one
last time dancing: I dont really dance ever.. lol
last poster looked at: this one in a band room that I went to thursday.. it was of jessica simpson...and I was thinking how pretty she was and how I wish I looked like her lol
last show attended: show meaning concert.. staple they sucked.. lol
last webpage visited: this one
In the last 48 hours have you:
cried: yes
bought something:lunch..
gotten sick:I have been sick forever it seems but Im feeling a lot better which is awesome!
Last time you...
sang: In the car last night
eaten:this morning
felt stupid: yesterday prolly cant remember but everyone makes me feel dumb
wanted to tell someone you loved them:hmm
moved on: while ago but sometimes u never really move on..
talked to an ex: months..
missed an ex: umm I only miss one and its becuz he was my 1st love..
talked to someone you have a crush on:I dont talk to him Im to shy lol and hes so cute he scares me! lol
had a serious talk: with my mom after school yesterday
missed someone:I miss my grandma a lot... I wish I could hug her and give her a big kiss!
hugged someone: yesterday
fought with your parents: yesterday my mom and my dad...
dreamed about someone you cant be with:last night.. lol
Social life:
best girl friends: Ashley Reek,Liz Haines,Brit Brewer, Brit Clark,Angie Smith,Carla Cox... I dunno...
best guy friends:Ben and Mike.. lol I dont really have many for some reason..
boyfriend/girlfriend: I dont have one :(
are you center of attention or the wallflower:def not the center of attention Im never that..
would you rather be with friends or on a date:friends prolly unless I really like the guy
where is the best hangout:umm there really isnt one Liz's I guess..
do you have a job:yes and I hate it..
do you attend church:sometimes I need to go more often..
do you like being around people: yeah depends on the people tho..
Who:friends that make me happy and I laugh a lot with!
Who have you known the longest: Jessica Rob. or Jordyn Evans
do you argue the most with:not saying..
do you always get along with:all of them
is the most trustworthy: Ashley prolly..
makes you laugh the most: Shannon
has been there through all the hard times: Ashley I always call her when Im upset.. soo
always has a man/woman: Ashley and Brit'nie cuz they are pimps!
is the most sensitive: Ashely def! shes more senitieve then me and thats crazy!
has the coolest parents: Liz prolly.. cuz she can do basically whatever she wants..
has the coolest siblings: Ashley cuz I love her sister and brother they are awesome!
is the most blunt :Carla
is the most outgoing: KT
is most rebellious: Jessica Dawson prolly..shes crazy..
is most likely to become famous: I dunno..
is most likely to become rich:I dunno..
is most likely to have a million kids/abortions:Jessica Abernathy Im keeping my reasons to myself lol jk
always wears a smile:i dunno
is the smartest:ummm I dunno they are all smart
who has the biggest attitude: not telling..
who do you think would die for you: wow I dunno..
complains the least:We all complain lol we are good at it! lol
biggest flirt: Brit or Ashley.. lol the pimps..
needs a good man/woman:they all do cuz they are all so amazing!
never ever betrayed you: I hope all of them wouldnt!
Personal:
who is your role model: My mom probably cuz shes jus so amazing..
what are your pet peeves:ppl who bitch all the time.. and who take things out on you..
have you ever been in love: Yeah
have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: oh yes
have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah a few times lol
do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really
have you ever lied to your best friend(s): no I dont lie and Im being serious
ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yeah but Im to nice..
ever been cheated on: I think so but I never found out for sure!
ever said i love you to a significant other: Yeah
rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship hookups are fun tho lol
want someone you dont have right now: kinda..
ever liked your best friend's girl friend: nope.. thats jus not right.. lol
do you want to get married: yes very much so
do you want kids: Yeah 2 or 3
do you believe in psychics:not sure
do you believe you know the person whom you will marry: no hopefully not
what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: I like my lips and my teeth.. lol
what is your favorite part of your emotional being: I try to be happy and make other ppl happy around me.. lol i dunno what else..I dont really get that question
are you happy with you: sometimes..
are you happy with your life:right now not really but that is soon to change!
if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: A lot of things and Im not gettin into it.. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | WIDE OPEN SPACES DIXIES CHICKS | | Subject: | bored | | Time: | 01:46 pm | | Current Mood: | crappy |
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| So today I stayed home from school cuz of this whole mouth teeth thing im not getting into it.. But ne ways yeah my right cheek is huge! UGH! I have to do my gov. essay and I really really dont wanna do it! Its due tomorrow... and I have to read this gay book for english by friday have'nt even started it and I left that stupid book at school. Advil is the shit by the way! Had to say that! So all us girls are going to the beach this summer oh I so cannot wait! Its going to be a freaken blast! This summer is going to be off the hook my friends! Brit is in New Mexico right now I hope she is having fun.... I don't really know what else to say I just wanted to update!
you must care a lot about me reading and commenting in my journal all the freaken time! Sorry to say I dont feel the same about you! haha
see ya kids! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| .WHAT IF....
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone? | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | I love how whenever I write in here it's always when Im sad or in a bitchy mood. I think sharing my feelings with whoever reads this which is probably noone hmmm well.... what Im trying to say is writing in this makes me feel better! So lets try and think of all the good things that have happend today......thinking.......thinking....thinking....thinking.. I have nothing..Like that never happends..lol I went to school feeling like shit and def. looking like shit.... went into map and then told Mr. Runyan that I was going over to Mr.Thomas's room to talk to Liz,Brit,and Jeremey.... Talk to Liz about some **TS** stuff which wasnt really bad at all but after that I had to go to english with Mrs. Stewart I have a D in the class now by the way..Cuz Im so smart JK! lol The whole class period all she did was talk about stupid vocab words..ugh..... Then went to Bower's class and had to hear about how hott Jessica Abernathy looked at the dance from Packert and all the boys.. and blah blah how it was soo much fun blah blah.. They talked about SANS the whole damn period.. Then went to 3rd period where Brendon likes to hit me in that class and always pokes me and he really doesnt care if I'm in bad mood or not he always does it neways..LOL hes funny tho that wasnt to bad but sometimes hes a lil much. haha Now where at 4 and 5 Im in office aid these periods.. Mitch wasnt there so I had to run all the call slips by myself.. kinda sucked.. and then Ash and Jess came in and were pissed cuz everyone was talking about their outfits at Sans how they were...hmmm how they were a lil to much.. a lil over the top maybe... Fuck what ppl say! They were upset which made me upset cuz they're my girls. They usually stay in the office with me but THEY decided to go to lunch.. soo I basically jus chilled by myself the rest of 5th.. 6 through 8th I have pre-college*lunch* pre-college..do ya understand..? Carla,KT, and ME where all working on our homework I jus did'nt get it cuz I dunno it was hard to me.. and I was gettin so confused and frustrated. I was like almost in tears cuz I didnt know how to do the stupid problem and Mrs. D was trying to help me but I jus could'nt understand it.. WOW it was pissing me off that class was bad.... I have art 9th period.. and umm it was boring.. and so was 10th.. and I jus basically felt like shit the whole school day.. ALRIGHT came home took a shower.. At this point of my day I am really fucking tired and all I wanna do is take a nap.. BUT no I have to go to work for 3 hours..... Yeah so umm I do that and it was pretty much GAY! and now Im sitting here reading girls info's.. and how much they love their freaken boyfriends... UGH! Im going to throw up all over my computer!!! LOL alright so Im done and U got to hear about my not so wonderful day and oh yeah u need to know this also Ashley looked hot at that dance damnit!!hehe bye betsy! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I got my PROM DRESS! Its so BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT!! When I tried it on I knew it was the one that I wanted. Prom isnt till like May tho... Hopefully I'll get a hott date! I better get one lol.. I got lots of time ;). But that was the best part of the whole day probably. I love shopping with my mommy and auntie they are both the bestest! After I got my dress I went out to eat with my family for my dad's birthday. Then I came home and Ash and Me went to Elizabeth's house. Then we left and went to penn station.... then came back to Liz's chilled for awhile and then left again and went to Nick's. lol Yeah and it was fun. Oh and we went to the pet store and saw Dave! AND this Girl "Jenna" that me and Liz went to elm. school with.That was cool seeing her again. I am just so sick of Middletown. I hate it here. This is probably the most dumbest town on the face of the earth. No its not jk but sometimes it is lol.. I wanna move awwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay..from here
Yeah so I got ditched tonight. I made plans with this *person* and I called them to hang out cuz we were suppose to ,but they did'nt answer and they didn't call me back! I hate gettin ditched. bitches... lol
Carla and me are suppose to hang out tomorrow we are like the only ones out of all our friends who arent going to the sans dance. SO we decided that we're going to have our own lil party dance thingy ;) lol yeah that should be fun cuz I love my Carla and were off monday dude!PARRRTAY! I hope we find something fun to get into .....
Ugh I think Im gettin sick... my throat feels all nasty.. I hate being sick! Its Brittany freaken fault! lol jk I dunno whos fault it's probably my dumbass cuz I never wear a coat and I mean it is winter outside. I hate wearing a coat. They are annoying to me cuz you got to put them on and then take them off it jus gets old after awhile.. ya know yeah
But Im getting off here cuz Im starting to get tired... Im so pumped about mine and Liz's birthday 4-20 baby! Its going to be the biggest party of the year bitches!!!!! <3 ya Elizabeth Kay
ps** and yes me and Liz both have the same name and the same birthday AND we are really good friends haha isnt that cute or wat! leave some comments and no shitty ones please! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Yeah so yesterday was Valentine's Day.. It pretty much sucked I had to work and we were so busy I had to stay over . At least I had Jess there with me. When I got home I didnt do shit ,but at school I got a lot of love. Ashley was my wonderful Valentine this year. She got me a pink teddy bear that said I LOVE U ON IT! and my favorite candy! I love her so much!!!!!!!!!! I felt bad cuz all I got her was candy,flower and a card..Everyone was just really nice and lovable it was fun. I guess Brian was my other Valentine he gave me a card today and sang to me on my voice mail thanx PACKERT! WOW that was so funny I almost pissed my pants!
But today really fucken sucked I don't mean to say fucken but seriously it really did.. I felt like crap for some reason.. And everybody was in a shitty mood.. or maybe it was just me maybe I was the only one in a shitty mood who knows..It was beautiful outside tho. Me and Carla went shopping after school and I got this very cute jacket thingy.. But I still felt pretty shitty.. :( I called brittany when I got home tho cuz I need to give her, her birthday gift.. Robby Bobby was in the car with her when we were on the phone .. Im pretty sure hes one of the hottest guys ever!! :) Shes so lucky to be friends with him hahaha..She said she was hanging out with Ryan today and that she would call me back when she got home but she didnt. I fell asleep for like 2 hours and now I wont be able to sleep tonight thats so WONDERFUL!! I think the reason why I feel so shitty is becuz of the whole situtation with erin I hate how things are and how shes on my block list right now but I really dont feel like dealing with her shit maybe I should;nt of blocked her but I didnt wanna hear wat she had to say.. I hate it how we dont like each other ne more.. I hate it how she does'nt care and I hate how I do.. I really shouldnt.... she fucked me over...... Oh well thats life.. peace | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Ohio is for Lovers Hawhorne Hieghts | | Subject: | I miss you... | | Time: | 12:36 am | | Current Mood: | angry |
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| Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die.
^^^ how true is that?
NE WAYS!!
Im not stooping to ur level Im better then that! But Im the biggest drama queen oh yeah and bitch!!! U KNOW IT HUNNY! hehehe
goodnight, Elizabeth Kay Lawson | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| So today started out ok...ugh not really I went to school I looked like crap like ne one cares tho just me cuz I like to look nice it makes me feel better about myself. But its alright. My day sucked until I went to pre-college! That class is the shit! Those boys in there are so funny I love all of them to death they crack me, kt and carla up , and whenever Im having a shitty day I know they can always make me laugh! Im going to miss that next year. :( Im going to miss a lot of things next year..... Im so excited to leave but at the same time so sad its really weird mixed emotions for real yo!It just really hit me today. And I wont even see my infatuation ever again haha .. well last time will be graduation. I have to find out where he's going to college so I can stalk him a lil more. hahaha more like Im to scared to even look him straight in the face.. SO KIDDING he doesnt even know I exist gosh he's so freaken amazing!! ugh maybe one day Ill tell him ahh probably not. LOL BUT back to my day so me and carla hung out after school. I love carla shes so freaken cool and sucha great friend! THIS SUMMER IS GOING TO ROCK! Yeah but we went shopping for a bit and then I came home WORKED OUT! cleaned, then took a nap woke up and did some homework still not done uugh.. and ate dinner..I hope this weekend is fun. I dont know what I would do without ashley margory. Thanx for being my best friend ash. KTS B-DAY partaaay!! ITS SATURDAY! HOPE THATS FUN I DONT WANT NE DRAMA!
I miss brittany wow that came out of no where but I really do. I havent called her in like forever. I dunno why I just feel bad about everything. And I dont know wat to say......gosh sucks.
OH AND BY THE WAY I NEVER GET WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAKES ME SO FREAKEN SAD!
well on that note Im out peace | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | UNDERNEATH THE STARS ** m- carey | | Subject: | WEEKEND! | | Time: | 01:07 pm | | Current Mood: | excited |
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| So my weekend was pretty fun.. Friday I worked till like 12 and that kinda sucked and we were so busy BUT at least im gettin MONEY so its all good. I was in a really bad mood , but ppl at worked cheered me up and the night didnt turn out to bad after all!! Jessica Lynn Abernathy is going to start working with us again she came back YAYAYa!!!!! To bad I dont work with her this week... Last night I went to the game with Liz,Brit, and Kt it was fun and the cheerleaders were so awesome! I loved the dances they did! SO CUTE! Well we got spanked but oh well... After the game we went to O'charley's and try to pick a fight with some 8th graders!!! hahaha Then we went to Liz's and Courtney came over and we jus all hung out and had a blast! I have so much fun with my friends they are so amazing! Tonight is the superbowl but I have to work till 7 , but after work me and ashley (** my best friend**) might go over to Matt's and hang out with him and his friend! Life pretty good right now I really have nothing to bitch about for once lol I can not wait for summmer its going to be so coooooooooooool! I have a feeling this summer is going to be the BEST one yet! I can't wait!!
UH*HUH but I need to take a shower and go to the tanning bed later!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
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